To the deceivers

     Just so you know, I know. I am very disappointed in you. My father, my Savior, the one who never disappoints, who never deceives, who never uses a human being as a generational chess piece, or ask for a human sacrifice that only the depths of this world would request,(Judges 11) will avenge, not only me but every single girl and boy you coveted. Their very nature, the spiritual make up, the goodness you saw in them that you could not allow is being stored up for the final hour. You allowed your pride to snuff out others joy. You allowed your greed, to take from those who had nothing. You stole not only ideas, but you stole another's future. You COVETED everything in this world to appease an insatiable hunger for things and lives that never belonged to you. You turned families into tools of destruction. You've turned governments, healthcare and law enforcement to weapons instead of trusted assets. 

It isn't for me to put into motion, but since so far I've been able to bid off everyone of your attempts to take my own life, every attempt for you to blot it out, or give up my life for something I knew wasn't of the right and light I serve... I feel I at least have a seat at the table to inform you, that the balance needs to be restored before it is too late for your kind. Or is your pride too great to understand what will happen if you don't? We may share the same earthly blood, but we do NOT share the same spirit. I am nothing like you. I live very humbly, and I do not have to. It is my choice. It's never been about the money - its been about restoring the spirits of people you seek to destroy. I left wealth because I knew what it did to those who say they "love" us. The only love you've shown is the love for control, possession, ownership, and destruction.

      You have a choice to make. I didn't. The choices that formed my life were taken from me. Many made for me, which led me down paths I would have never taken without the impact of another's choice. Caesar wasn't excluded when he washed his hands of Jesus' blood. He was mocking the Savior, he tried to place the burden on the people and take it before God and condemn them, but instead, our Common Father, through his wisdom, saw how Caesar deceived the people and used the Creator's children to advance his heartless and self serving schemes. I'm not saying I'm perfect. Not by a long shot. I'm telling you that I understand how it works. You do not scare me. Apparently, I scare you though - otherwise you wouldn't find the need to destroy me. You can't squash this spirit. Until there isn’t the need, It will always return to put you in your place. You think you would have learned that by now.

      I was born of a free woman and I am ADOPTED into the Light. Not the same light you coveted, stole, and rewrote. I am adopted into the Eternal Glory, I doubt you ever are able to humble yourself enough to see. I still pray that for you, because I do not hate, I love, even those who try to snuff out my light. I do love you. It doesn't mean that you shouldn't rectify what you have created. It doesn't mean that you shouldn't be held accountable. I have been held accountable, not for only for my own sins, or actions sprung out of another's sin, but for every action NOT taken on my behalf by those acting out of self preservation, pride, protecting men like you - your success, your wealth, your reputation. 

Those who's lives were stollen remain chained to the wall of never ending guilt and shame by those who helped put them where they are. If we must be the score cards, the results will be read by a Holy and Righteous Judge, who will advenge each instance placed on us that was not ours to carry. We are not your indentured servants. I only have one Master. I will not be the sacrificial lamb any longer. The Lamb will become the Shepard. You still have a choice to make. My choices will stem from yours. As they always have... but know this... I'm not that girl anymore. I’m not dull or stupid as I was beaten black and blue to believe. I know who I am. I am the woman born of a FREE woman who was grossly abused. We have the option to be adopted into the Glory not of this world, but to the One who is coming for it.