Generational Curses

 If we take the 1:7 children who endure physical abuse. Then add it to the 1:5 girls and 1:20 boys who are sexually abused - that’s 6,750,000 (out of 40.5 million) girls and 1,761,904 (out of 37 million) boys, ages 1-14, left with sexual trauma. 9,687,500, both boys and girls under the age of 18, were left with physical trauma. That is 18,199,404 out of 77,500,000 children under the age of 18 left in the United States, the free nation, JUST in the year 2023 with trauma. How many of them have no tools or unwavering support to appropriately heal? Accountability could help with healing and reducing the number of offenders. THEN, you take the 253 million adults alive in 2023. How many of them silently survived? We know… MANY… What do silent survivors normally turn to without safe tools??  False hope. It’s the only thing there to assist the pain. All because of the unaccounted consequences of the original sin…

These numbers were provided from a light Google search of 2023 stats for gender, age range, and abuse types. I don’t agree with the numbers; I actually think the stats are much worse, BUT even if this is the best-case scenario, we should still be terrified. 

Even the Bible talks about the 7 generational curse. So if by the 5th and 6th generation of silence, of cover-ups, of just expecting everyone who has suffered these points of impact that alter a person’s makeup… By the 5-6 generation of evil getting away with evil and only multiplying their henchmen, by the pain they inflicted and taught. By that 5-6 generation, the numbers of the hurt, misunderstood, silenced, and unknowingly carrying the burden of our predecessors’ own silent shame - that altered their makeup - that we lived with, learned from, watched either flourish or self-destruct… With this understanding, we not only can forgive more easily, but also heal with or without the resolution. BUT… not everyone can find the source and tools to be able to do that. But there comes a point where the balance weighs too far into the dark. Just as… the darkness attacks us most when we’re earnestly seeking and pursuing the good and things of the light. And, here we are. This is spiritual. We all agree on that. Again, look around you… We are all products of this in one way or another. 

Our children are caught in wars they never asked for. Our children are being abused and silenced, which only allows more abuse to occur. Our children are being trafficked. Our children are being fed drugs, both legal and illegal… Our children are being taught hate, and the internet is causing a huge disconnection within, and more offenses are being brought to them through it. My generation - we allowed it. Every single thing happening in this world right now is related to this and the generational curse. This is the birthing pains of the balance being restored. Our Common Creator is balancing the scales. The birthing pains of understanding, which one day will become wisdom. It is painful. It has to be, because it wasn’t intended to be forgettable.

People like me, people who understand what it’s like to be deceived by those in authority from a young age… Who were manipulated by those we trusted, who tarnish our reputations and assign blame instead of carrying their own guilt. On the other side of that healing, we understand the special gift we were given, because it is easier for us to recognize the signs. It’s easier for those who have had to tread through every inch of that roart ridden deception and misuse of power that caused us to lose our identity. Before it truly had time to form.
And I can honestly say, I wouldn’t wish my portion on my worst enemy. & that’s exactly why I’m still here 30 years later. Not because I couldn’t get past it. Not because I have a vendetta against a single man or group of them, or a religious organization. Look around you. Look at what is going on around us. Look at your son, your daughter, your grandchildren! When this abuse goes in silent shame - instead of being able to heal, it will most likely self-destruct, outwardly destruct, or both. 

Those who have been targeted or blamed our entire lives, we know how to face that darkness that tries to snuff out our light, because we have had to battle it in so many forms and at such depths, alone. In reality, we had to face both your guilt and our own. We know how to go within and realize what it did. To realize how we affect someone we love through our choices. Our freewill. Your freewill. To take accountability for what I did! We learned not to project that outwardly onto a scapegoat, because we know too well how it feels to be that scapegoat. Did we always do that? No! We had to unlearn… what we were shown… how we had been treated by those who we were told loved us. This has been a long learning process, as it should be for everyone… We see the full picture you refuse to look at. If we choose to heal, we have to accept our part and yours. We look at it all, we see the math, science, and psychology of it, and those who remain faithful to us will begin to see it as well. 

People like me, who understand the urgency of the hour, who are here sacrificing, now, freely, what once was taken from us, by the original sin, that was snowballed through deflection over and over and over… And yet we are still here trying to show those we love, time and time again, the true love of our Common Creator, by not being silent. By still showing up for those who maybe never really showed up for them. Christian or not, that’s the love of Jesus. That’s when your spirit aligns with conviction. That is where hope and restoration are found in family units. A healing so stark and undeniable that it can “positively” affect an entire community. Why is this so threatening? It’s because the scales have been weighing in deception and darkness for too long. The conditioning hasn’t been the truth - it’s been our captor. 

Not that I’ve always understood it this way, but people like me, we’ve been here to help you understand our entire existence, yet it was us you ended up coming after. People like me were always intended to be a light source. Darkness preyed on that. We were forced to walk and learn how to balance both the light and the dark within ourselves, just to survive. After the disappointment and coming to terms that no one was going to go to help us, we had to learn not to rely on anyone, even though there wasn’t a single one of us who didn’t want to be prized and safe. After we learned to survive the pain, we had to learn how to have inner peace. I didn’t have help in my healing, not from any doctors, therapists, churches… not from a system. Not for lack of trying. This is the type of fulfillment and restoration only our Common Creator could have done. Pay attention, He’s doing this around the world. I had failure on every level… Internal as much as external… BUT I was able to overcome it. I was healed from it. I went within and got to meet the very Source of my deliverance. And that is why I have peace… and that is why I want it for you. We can’t have that, though, without facing the darkness…

I was adopted, and sexual abuse, spiritual abuse, the church threatened and targeted my family. Started my education to become a nurse and missionary, but since my family, all my friends up till that point… God and even my education, my innocence, all fell under the same church system; it all felt sabotaged by men of religious authority. I recall the smell and sight of two young Haitian children who had been thrown into a ceremonial fire OVER RELIGION. Watching my husband become a paraplegic… Watching my son watch his father become a paraplegic. …Not being able to cope because my husband now reselmed my childhood abuser in the church, who was also a “paraplegic”. I found my beautiful elderly friend’s grandson had passed away… unable to console or explain to her, he wasn’t sleeping. Most recently, I lived for two months in the country with no electricity other than a gas generator. Went without running water for 8. …Not too much left I fear. 

I have been misrepresented and misunderstood the majority of my life. I live in the Spirit. Not in religion. I live a quiet existence and am surrounded by nature. My Healer He has been very good to me. My work is creative and evolving. Turns out I love research and learning. I live a very modest existence that I literally sacrificed everything for, & it’s not meant just for me, & hasn’t been. I wouldn’t have this peace - without that sacrifice. I speak up because I care. I’ve always cared… That is the precious gift so far that many of you have missed. 

Please, stay vigilant. Study! Like, on your own… Listen! Ask… Connect. Reconnect. Whatever you have to do to assure your Spirit is aligned with Our Common Father. The very Source of Light … and Right